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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

What if

What if we could turn back time...
What if we could unwind all the choices we made...
What if we took a different path...
What if things turn out the other way...
All the What ifs could go on and on without an end...
Who would know what could have happened...
But then all we can do is just go on with it...
Some chances come by once in a lifetime...
Some chances may just be destined to be missed...


Would you turn back time if you have the chance to do so???
I don't think i would want to...it's the choices we make that tells the story of our life...some may turn out bad...some may turn out well...it's just part and parcel of life...only when we experience downs then we'll appreciate the ups...hoping for a new turning...just wanna live...well...life's short right...reminds me of the famous quote from a hong kong drama..."There aren't a lot of ten years in our life"
gets me thinking again...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Wishes

HaPpY BiRtHdAY
to
SzE hOw
(21/10)
hahaha...u of course enjoyed ur bday lotzzz dis yr...esp wit ur special one...kekeke...XP
PeH sHiAnN wEn
(23/10)
sory er peh...can't make it to ur bday party...but u seem to b enjoying urself!!!!! al da bezzz to u again!!!!! XD
Yu JiN
(25/10)
well...hope u'll wont lost ur contact numbers again...hahahahhahaha...=)

Beach Parteeeeyyyy

well well...
it was kinda ok...
went with MEE HUI & ASHLEY and joined others there...
love the night in Lost World of Tambun...
hehehehe...
feeling romantic...
but too bad...
missing the stars...
food was alright...
yummy bbq ikan pari...
got thrown into the wave pool...
soaking wet & freaking cold!!!!!
lost my sandals too!!!!!
bloody damn whoever fella who stole it!!!!!!!!
lotssa thanks to JIAN YAO for the giant slippers...
went yum cha with JIAN YAO...SZE HOW...SERENA...CHRISTINA...ANNIE at Salem...
all in all...
had fun & enjoyed myself...
=)

Friday, October 23, 2009

Damn

WTF!!!!
Damn u!!!!!!
I don't believe i can't do it!!!!!!!
I won't give up so easily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Addicted

Single Girls by Laura Jansen
I think you´d like my new hair
I cut it when you weren´t there
That pieces of us everywhere ,were falling down
My bed is now a girl´s bed, pink flowers under my head
And pillows on your side instead of you
Cause that´s what single girls do
Don´t think about you
I´m reading books on meditation,
Praying for my heart´s salvation
Oh I´ve got the motivation, to be a free girl now
I´ve gone drinking with the guy down the hall
Put up a new color on my bare walls
I´m so damn busy, after all
Cause that´s what single girls do
Don´t think about you
I keep trying, I keep trying
To make my way back to the light where I belong
But God keeps lying, God keeps lying
Saying this is for the best and nothing here is wrong
But I'm still thinking about you
I think you´d like my new hair
I cut it like I didn´t care
That pieces of me everywhere, were falling down
One more glass of wine, before I turn off the lights
This time I´ll be fine
I´ll be fine, I´ll be fine

I'd Rather Be With You by Joshua Radin

Sitting here, on this lonely dock

Watch the rain play on the ocean top

All the things I feel I need to say

I can't explain in any other way

I need to be bold, need to jump in the cold water

Need to grow older with a girl like you

Finally see you are naturally

The one to make it so easy, when you show me the truth

Yeah, I'd rather be with you, say you want the same thing too

Now here's the sun, come to dry the rain

Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain

You're the one thing that I'm missing here

With you beside me I no longer fear

I need to be bold, need to jump in the cold water

Need to grow older with a girl like you

Finally see you are naturally

The one to make it so easy, when you show me the truth

Yeah, I'd rather be with you, say you want the same thing too

I could have saved so much time for us

Had I seen the way to get to where I am today

You waited on me for so long, so now, listen to me say

I need to be bold, need to jump in the cold water

Need to grow older with a girl like you

Finally see you are naturally

The one to make it so easy, when you show me the truth

Yeah, I'd rather be with you

Say you want the same thing too, say you feel the way I do

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Falling For You

I don’t know, but I think I maybe fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better
I am tryin' not to tell you, but I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hidin' what I’m feelin'
But I’m tired of holdin' this inside my head
I’ve been spendin' all my time just thinkin' about ya
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life, and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh, I just can’t take it, my heart is racin'
Emotions keep spinnin' out
I can’t stop thinking about it, I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it, I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh Oh no no
Oooooohhh Oh I’m fallin’ for you

OMG

I can't believe this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Surrogates

can't imagine the world with surrogates...there'll be no real life!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Me

changes
gone through a lot
better or worse
both

doubting
contemplating
thought it through
can't help minding

choices
right and wrong
gain or loss
makes a difference

grateful
yet unsatisfied
letting go
for a new turning

hectic
still enjoying
at times exhausted
hanging on

falling
yet again
aching
time heals

missing
the old me
crazy
but still me

Frustrated

why can't he get it???
still young and immature???
seriously getting to my nerves...
i really don't understand...
is it realy so hard???
nothing works on him...
and i really mean nothing...
he don't care...
just don't give a damn about anything...
even his own stuff...
haizzz...

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Happy Mooncake Festival

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
CARMEN WONG
(4/10)
Somehow i can't hear any sound from my alarm dis morning but i just suddenly jolt up at 12noon sharp!!! hehehehe...surprising realy...n thankz to "Mr kind-hearted" SASI for the lift to CARMEN's bday at Kimberly's Cafe...
Halfway walking towards the cafe...my mum suddenly called asking "WHERE ARE U?"...hahahaha...den telling me i just passed the boutique where she n my dad were inside shopping...kononnya wana test if i'm gona LIE about my whereabouts...LOL...hehe yeah well i was gonna sms her n tell her about it...hehehe...
As usual everybody crap crap crap...eat eat eat...sing bday song...cut da cake...camwhore session...hahahaha...after dat went yum cha again in Old Town Kopitiam wit ABEL...JIAN YAO...VEMAL...SASI...have 2 wait till my mum finish her meeting in office...den wait again for my dad 2 come...
Eventually i headed straight over to CHRISTINA's hs...hahahaha...i was like freaking early n her house reminds me of my old house...design exactly da same...i'll alwaz remember the stairs with huge gaps...even her clock was just like the one at my old house...kinda creepy...hahaha...waited so long for JIAN YAO to come over...SERENA ffk all...den everybody else were like so bz...in the end 3 of us then head off to Ipoh Swimming Club for dis Mooncake Festival thingy...hahaha...we were like so out of place there as every table around us r like families with kids all...so we jz quickly chao after getting da food...

HaPpY MoOnCaKe FeStIvAl
Then went for ice cream at Sidewalk Lounge...haha...we {more like I} kept on staring at the fascinating miniature clown jumping up n down & bubble-blowing toad in the aquarium...as if got hypnotized...then next location Aberdeen Cafe where ABEL joined us...heart to heart talk all...looking at hot chick & cute guy sumore...hahaha...hmm had a weird stomach tough da whole day...feeling hungry n full at da same time...but still had fun n lastly thankz to ABEL for the ride hm...XD

Saturday, October 3, 2009

FUN!!!

had quite some fun today...though i was damn sleepy during class dis morning...hehehehehe...went Jusco Kbox after class with ABEL...STPEHANIE...PIN JUN...CHRISTINA...YEP...ADRIAN...hahaha...i din noe dat we could sing dat fast with the song...Boom Boom Boom by Vengaboys...XD...recalling my last KARAOKE session was like a whole month ago...OMG...missssed it soooooooooo much...unlike laz time going almost like every week...haizzz...too bad not anymore...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
YOKE YING
(3/10)