Should have

Should have known...
Should have realised...
Should have get used to it...

Now i know...
Now i realised...
Now i will be used to it...

~~~Just another day~~~

被爱比爱人幸福

一个老生常谈的理论是： 被爱比爱人幸福。

真的是这样吗？我不觉得。

假如你不爱那个人，被他所爱又有什么幸福可言？除非你这个人对感情已经没有要求，只需要有一个人对你好，对你千依百顺。

被爱和爱人同样痛苦。

被一个自己不爱的人所爱，有时是痛苦的。你不爱他，但是，你爱的那个人不爱你，你只好留在这个你不爱的人身边。他愿意为你做任何事，你甚至可以骂他、打他。你更可以骄傲地说：「我不爱你！」你想哭的时候，可以借他怀抱一用。你需要赞美的时候，他绝对不会吝啬。你凄然问他：「你为什么要对我这样好？」他也没法回答。

这个时候，你会感到幸福吗？还是你会痛苦？

被自己不爱的人所爱，你起初或许会有点飘飘然，日子久了，你开始害怕自己只能得到他。难道你不配找到一个不爱的人吗？为什么上天把他分配给你？他很好，可是，他愈对你好，你愈不快乐。你想 他走，又怕他走。你唯有骗自己，被爱比爱人幸福。

作者：张小娴

Lazy

Got my salary from pc fair...thankz JUNG YEOW for al da rides...actualy sold 13...XD

Watched Shinjuku Incident....KENNY...KEVIN...WAI KIT...

Heineken event in Sincero Riverbank...boring...haizzz....

Skipped over to Voodoo...some movement at least...bt den alot of seafood...

Slaughter JIAN YAO's time with bad char kui teow...

Gave "so called sick" VEMAL a visit...transferring songs session...

Stupid KFC miss out da Cheesy Wedges in my take away order...

Just sleep thru the evening...

Syiok

full day clas....damn damn slpy again...however wrestling alot though 2dy....hahaha...al da way 2 lunch wit SASI...so syok if oni i cn smack him on da head...haizzz...n VEMAL poured chinese tea on his jeans...hahahaha....Mr FUSSY all..he actualy went hm 2 shower n change...

after clas went yum cha in the coffee shop....had some hp grabbing & wrestling session again...haha...met SHOBANA wit her sis in jusco....den gt a treat of mcd choc sundae...yummy...hehehe....dats where we discovered JIAN YAO's speciality....according 2 VEMAL....he gt a JY LOOK....undescribable look he got there....hahaha....so everybody look out for dis special look of his...hahahaha....den came da lobster joke.....totaly LMAO....wakakakaka...VEMAL was telling bout mcd in overseas....den going towards Australia.....he mention lobster!!! errrr den i was tinking 2 myself....wat da heck????? lobster in mcd????? well i jz tot......okeyyyyy....MAYBE ter's realy such a ting.....hahahaha.....den continuing he said it's fresh caught from sea n cooked for u......damn huge n u can actualy eat it for 3 meals....i was tinking....hmmm mayb take away????....hahahaha....den at laz...i ASKED....

YOU R STIL TALKING BT AUSTRALIA MCD RIT????????????

HAHAHAHAHA.....mayb it's nt so hilarious in words....bt damn at da moment...seriously laugh til my stomach damn paining....more like my waist oso gona break....hahahhaha...n i gt da facts at laz....ter's no lobster in australia mcd....hehehehehe...n i accept da fact dat i'm damn blur...haha...stil i had a great time 2dy!!!!!!!!! Thankzzzzz......=)

Sleepy

unknown reason bt alwaz feeling damn sleepy nwadys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....haizzz...damn blur sumore in fron of da comp...crapping....damn hot oso...wat kinda weather is dis...come on larr rain....haizzz....all plans are off!!!...karaoke...everybody ffk lerr...gotta plan some other time....movie pulak all full d....sobzzzz....obediently did some notes though....damn semangat sudenly...hehehe...other den dat jz sulk at hm....n it's FREAKING HOT!!!!!!!!!

Addicted

The Show by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Touching

hehehe...no clas 2dy...so slp n slp until sudenly JIAN YAO & VEMAL called n say tey r on their way 2 get me.....so jz simply prepared n went off 2 jusco...had lunch in KFC....saw NICK & SUSAN too....n den bumped in2 MEE HUI...ASHLEY...PENG WAH....hahaha...after some time contemplating...tey decided to skip LAN subject for da movie we gona watch....hehehe....Marley & Me....a very touching story...though i've got da book n read it already....stil da movie was kinda nice....hmmm...needed some tissue too...n Marley is so damn cute & adorable!!!!! hehehe....den tot wana yum cha in Old Town Kopitiam...2 bad it's full...so jz head bac to jusco kopitiam...chat n chat again....hahahaha....got a SECRET revealed though....shy shy al ler....blaming da lighting for da blushing....hahahaha....well well...u need "help" dude....hehe....